Laphuaktu khat in “Bangteng ka thuak zong, hiai thei di’n Hon sinsak; A hoih hi, A hoih hi ka kha’ di’n” ana chi hi. Laphuaktu dang khat in, “… ka kung tung a tung khempeuhte, Sian in a phal hang a tung hi e”, ana chi nawn hi. Hiai dan la tampi I nei, a diak a I biakna sahkhua ziak leng a hi ding. Lungkham, mangbat hun a ei kia in thuak hilou a, panpih tu hoihtak, lawm muanhuai Jesu nei I hihdan leng I thei chiat hi. Mihing haksakna thuak lou I om kei dia, nuamsa I chih te’n le amau puak khop haksatna a nei ngeingei ding uh. Ahi a, haksatna I lakdan bel a tuam chiat mai thei. Laisiangthou sung mah ah Job gimthuakna I mu. Amah ngei leng hiai a tung a I lagen te dan a hinkhua zang khat ahi. A neihsa tengteng a man nung a le lungke lou a Pathian phat hilai zomah hi.
Ahi a, haksatna kipaktak a maituah a, A hoih hi, a hoih hi ka kha’ di’n chih theih taktak ding mah ai diam? Siangtak a gen a kenchu chi theilou ka himai ve. Haksatna mimal, innkuan leh a tuamtuam te ka tuah chiang in dotna in ka dim. Bangziak a hiai ka tung ah tung sese a de aw? Bang ziak a hiai dan thuak sese? Why? Why? Hun hong paitou zel dia, ka khonung et kiik chiang in bel kei a dia hoih zaw ana hi eivele ka chih theih hun om din ka ging ta. Himahleh ka tuah laitak in bel Sian’ lemgeel chi a lungkim tak a om ding haksa ka sa. Kei leh kei ka kimohsak louh tawp in leng mohsak ding ka pum zon mai.
Ahitak a gen a, a tung a la nih I gente phuak te’n le a haksat hun laitak ua huai la te phuak mah uh a hi diam? Haksat tawpkhawk a tuah lai ua, Sian’ lemgeel, ka kha’ di’n a hoih hi ana chi thei pah uh a diam? Huchi bang a ana chipah thei a hih mawk ua leh chu lamdang mahmah ding, Kei sungtuah dan in, amau leng a hun tak in zaw haksa sa, lungkham, mangbang leh kingaisia in hun a zang tham ding uh. Hun hong pai zel a, a khonung a a etkiik uh chia huai hon chi thei uh ahi diam chi ing.
Haksatna kipaktak a maituah chih om thei mah ding ahi diam? Ka buai. Haksat hun in kipak mawk leng chu haksa salou chihna himai lou ding a hi diam? Mihing tengteng in hun haksa, hun nuam I tuak chiat. Ahi a huai hun haksa I palsuah dan a kibang kei mai thei. Khenkhat bel a haksatna uh leng seel siam, lungnuam tak a kilang a om thei pawl a om. Khenkhat geet lah khovel bei mah bangsak, maban bangmah him him omlou khop a ngai thei pawl om zeel. Khenkhat taget chu lametna nivaak himhim mupha banlou, mahni hinna tan a latop pawl om zel. Kei ngaihdan mawltak in chu haksatna tuak, lungkham-mangbang a om kipah seisui cihchu a om kei dia, ahi a lah, thuak siam, puaksiam chih bel om in teh. Mi tengteng in huaidan a posiam uh a diam? Posiam kim veklou I chi ta. Huchi a hihleh I society in bang poimoh a hia? Bang chibang in panla le mimal lungkhamna, haksatna ziak in I lak ah mahni kithat (suicide)I vengthei dia? I kiamsak thei dia? Hiai issue kha address hun I sata uh hiam?
Tulai khovel kinohtak, everyman for his own chihna khovel ah I om ta. Kua lungkham, haksat kingaihsak man I om nawn mang kei. I om kei sem lai ding hun hon paitou zel ah. Mahni nna chiat ah I buai a, mi haksat gen louh inn luahpih te nangawn toh kihou man ngellou a om hun a tam. Kei bang ka roommate pa toh ka shift timing uh kibang lou, weekends chauh in ka kihou kha man uh. Innsung khat a tengkhawm te leng huai dinmun a ding ki hita, huchi a hihleh chu, midang toh kihou man ding chihte kha genna ngaihna omlou suak phot hi. Huchi kawmkal ah I omna khovel ah thilpiang tampi niteng a zakding, muhding om. Newspaper I sim a, mahni kithat chihte I mu mun ta. Huai I muhmun I zakmun ziak mah in en leng huai dan ngam theih, hih theih ahi chihna lungsim om thei mawk hi.
Huai dan a mahni kithat chih bangte hong om chiang in lah mi dawilok, haksatna pua zoulou. Paa lou I chipah muatmuat nalai uh hi. A dikna chiang le om in teh. Tulai khovel kidemna sangtak, khosakna kikhou khiat tak ah kingaise lam a paite a ding in lam-etna himhim neilou a hin theih taktak ding in ka ging ta. Hiai dan I gen chiang in ginna hatlou chihkha zak masak a hiveu. Dik khamah in teh. Ginna hat ziak chauh a khosuah ding ana hilou a, niteng nektawm zonna ah ginna chauh toh kalsuan chih leng hithei gige samlou kasak hun a om. Pathian a muanna ngalou chih khong a hi iki mohsakna tangpi uh. A diklou ka chi kei.
Tua I paidan et in a tangpi a metropolitan city tan chiang bek ah system khek ngai om zek lou ding a diam? Innlam paidan a saptuam khat pastor khat in etkol chih pen deihkhop huai salai mah I diam? Pastor ten le ana zathadah kei uh henla, ngaihdan gen ihi. A milip toh et a, metro city ah pastor khat in a saptuam teng theihsuah a kipolh pih zoh ding chu next to impossible bang phial in ka koih. A fel zohvek kei ua leh leng ka mohsa hetkei. Ahi a, poimoh kasak bel I tuailaite’ sepna, nekzonna tuamtuam toh kituak a a hun a tuam vilvel a tuailaite a dia zangthei ding youth worker chihdan te poimoh hita lou hiam? Tuailai mah, tuailaite haksatna theisiam thei dingmah, leitung laisiamna a le niamlou, salam, khalam a I poimoh bang hon kum thei ding, poimoh hita lou hiam chi ing. Sepna, zek zonna tuamtuam te ziak a kalkhat a khatvei kipolhkhawmna, biak khawmna, mitoh kimuhna di om sunsun biakinn bangle kai theilou tam a tamte lak a nasepna, amaute huap kha thei ding hunseh, amaute toh hun zangthei ding worker khat I neih pah kei ua leh, I tuailaite haksatna dawn zang tu ding, kupna ding neilou kisa, lungkham, kingaisia leh mangbang a ana kithat maimah chihte om-om lai ding, om semsem thei ding in mu ing. Na chi sam uh hia? Haksat hun a kipah chih hial a hihlouh tawp a puakdan siam zodeuh a omdan sinsak tu ding poimohsakna lianpi nei ing.
