Bah leh Nungtolh in i om Hiam? Peter Apan Zilni

 Khristian khualzinna ah lam i pai lai in, bah leh chau kisak hun, nungtolh hun chihte i nei zel uh hia? Keu kisak mahmah hun, kimuanmoh hun? A tawp ah, hiai zaw hi mahmah kei chi a, i hinkhua masa, Toupa i tuahma hinkhua khong ah i lut kha zel uh hia? Kei adi’n kiheinawnna ding lampi om kei, ka hinkhua hiai dan a zang a, ka khualzin a bei chiang a, huai mah ka tawpna dia kei adia seh ahi khong i chi kha ngei hia? Tua bang i chih khak hun om tham ding in ka gingta hi. A ziak bel Khristian khualzinna a nuam ngen hilou a, lungkiakna buannawi pal hun le tamlua hi maw le.

Sawltaklian Peter hinkhua i enkhawm zual uh aw. Saupi i gen ma in, zilna bangmah neilou ka hi chih kipuang kawm in, Peter hinkhua mawlchik a kei theihsiam dan leh laibu khenkhat leh sermon zak khenkhat apan lungsim a om dan taklang ihi a, theihkhelh om kha tham di, huai bang a om leh, ana simkha te ngaihdam kon ngen masa hi.

Peter kha ngaman/ngabeng a omlai Toua Jesu in a nungzui dia a sap ahi a, a hinkhua himhim huai apan second thought omlou bang a gamta suk mai abang hi. Ngabeng lai, hon zui in chia sampa muang, dotna om selou a zui mai. A zuihpa Jesu adia ginom petmah. A nungzui 12 lak a le gamtat a amuanna lak khia leh akam a a zuihpa puangkhe omsun le ahi mai diam ka chi hi. Toupa Jesu tuitung a khe a pai a muh lai in, nungzuite lak ah tui a pai dia kalsuan ngam om sun ahi (Matt. 14:22-36). Toupa a et lai teng a pai a, a kiim a paam a et in a tum dek chih thu ahi. I et dingpa i et nak leh zaw i kiim leh paam a thiltung te tung ah kilaam deidei a leng di ana kihi di hiveh aw chih hon musak mahmah. Huai hilou a,  i kiim leh kiang i etkhak chiang in Sam 73 na a kigen bang in i khete kisuipai dekdek, i kalsuante talkhe dekdek in ki om nak hi. 

Toupa Jesu in kei kua ka hia chih a dot lai in, niteng a anungzui, amah toh kithuah a kinaichik a khosa 12te lak ah Peter kia in Krist ahih dan a kam in puangkhe ngam hi (Matt. 16:13-20). Toupa Jesu mah in le pakta ahi dia, aban i simsuk leh vangam tahbi Peter kiang ah kon pe ding a, na hen peuhmah van ah leng hen ahi dia, nang na phel peuhmah van ah leng phel ahi ding ana chi hi.

Hun hong paizel in, nitak ankuang umna ah Toupa Jesu in a sih ding a gen chiang in, Peter mah in asihna ah amah le si sam ding, sihtan a gum ding ahihdan gen a, Jesu’n bel thumvei a kitheihmoh bawl ding genkhum zaw hi. Peter hi a thugen ah gin-om mahmah mi ahi a, Toupa Jesu mat ahih lai a, nungzui dangten a taisan lai un, a namsau man a pang ngam om sun ahi. Jesu mat a aom nung a leng Siampulian huangsung tan a va zui ngam ahi a, huai ava zuih lai in, laibu gelhpa khat in, panpihtheihna a om leh, va hutkhiak sawm a va zui hi ding ahi a chi a, ka gingta thou mai. Huai ah va zui kei leh Toupa Jesu le zuausan kha lou hial ding ahi a, himahleh a kampau, sihtan a zuidia a gen te ziak a kisuanglah deuh le ahikhamahna, va zui guigui a, A Toupa va kitheihmohbawl kha laizang hiveh aw, panpih a sawm luatna lam a. Toupa Jesu in Judate Kumpipa, Khris na hi hia chih dotna a, ‘Ka hi mah’ a chih ziak a vuak leh zep a a omlai in, Peter in ‘ka hi kei’ chi in ana kihepkhiak san hi.

Amuan leh azuih, Khris Toupa na hi chia a puankhiak pen in Khros a sihna a tuah mai chiang in, nungzuite le ahivek thou di ua, Peter lungtang kha van a khai bang mai khop a na hi ding dan ahi a, a lam-etna pen si mai chu, ana kingaisia leh ana bah gawp hi ding dan ahi. Toupa Jesu thounawn chih numei hanhoh ten a gen lai un, Johan toh han delh a atailai ua, Johan in Peter makhelh kichi hiven, Shane Stanford in a laibu When God Disappears chih a gelhna ah, a lungsim ah banghiam khat om lou hileh Johan in Peter makhelh zoulou hial dinga ahi chi hi. Aman a genna ah, Peter lungsim ah patauhna leh kimohsakna lutkhawm in, huai in kingaihtuahsak, huai ziak a Johan in makhelh kha ahi. Peter in a ngaihtuah chu, Toupa ana thounawn in ana om hita leh, a sihna a sisam dia kichiampa hing a, chia kisuanglah, A damlai a agen bang a thounawn ana hihleh a kipah kawmkawm a kituah nawn ding huphurh mahmah hi ding ahi chi hi. Ka lawm leh ka Toupa’n hon ngaidam zou lai mah de aw chih dotna liantak gik mahmah pua hi ding ahi.

Toupa Jesu han ah ana om nawn kei ngut a, ana thounawn taktak a, A nungzuite kiang ngei ah leng va kilak a, himahleh Peter dotna pen dawn khak a om nailou ahi dia, Toupa Jesu sihna apan thou nawn ahi chih a theih nung in leng, ana lungkia leh ana nungtolh lai a, maban kalsuan dingdan theilou ahimai dia, a theihpen, huai tuh, ngaman din ana kuan nawn a, amah kia hilou, nungzui bangzah hiam toh (Johan 21:1-19). Zankhua a ngabeng a a omlai un, bangmah a man kei ua, zing a honghih in Jesu a kiang uah ava ding a, a len sehna di mun uh ahilh a, huchi’n Toupa ahihlam a thei uhi. Huai a akilakna a thohnawn nung a nungzuite kiang a a kilak thumveina ahi ta hi.

Jesu’n Peter a sap masakna luipiau a ngaman lai a sap ahi a, tun dingnawnna nasep leh a scene kibang mah ahih chiatchiat khong, va suisiam le gen tampi nei din a gintak huai hi. Thugentu khat in Peter in a zuausan lai a mei-awi (huai le meihol zang a kichih mei) ahi a, Toupa Jesu’n a tun ding nawn dek a nga emna dia mei kichih mah le meihol a kichih mah ahi a, Toupa a pau ma in Peter lungtang ah thu tampi lut khin ding ahi chi hi. A ziak bel, a kituahmasakna mun uh mah uh toh setting kibang, a zuausan lai a a mei-awi mah awi a nek di nga em ahihman un, kisungsiatna lianpi Peter lungtang ah om ding ahi chi hi.

Lungsim tawl leh ngaihtuahna tampi toh ann a nek zoh un, Peter tunding nawnna nasep kipan pan a, a ngaklah leh a lit mahmah Toupa’n mimal tak in houpih a, dotna kibang thumvei mahmah dong hi. A dotna bel Peter, hiaite sang in non it zaw hia? chih ahi. Thumvei a dong a, Peter in kon it chihna thei chi in dawng a, thumvei a dot chiang in amah mah le lungkham hial chi hi. Hiai ah Toupa’n a gen ut hi dia gintak huai bel, hiai ngaman hinkhua na kiik nawnna te ka theisiam a, lunglel leh lungkia leng na hi ding, na hon kitheihmoh bawl a, huai te tengteng ken ka theisiam. Hiai te tengteng tung kei non it lai hia chi hi din ka gingta a, Peter in kon it a chi a, huai apan Peter hinkhua tun ding in a om a, Siampulian huangsung a nasemte mai a Toupa gum ngamloupa tuh Jerusalem ah Pentecost zoh in Siampuliante leh sahkhua makaite mai ah Jesu min a thuhilh lou dia vau leh soisak a aomlai un, “Kouten thil ka muh ua ka zakte uh genlou thei ka hi kei uh”, chi in dawng ziah ngamta hi (Nasepte 4:13-22). Peter a sih in Toupa Jesu bang a Khros a kilhbelh dia thutankhum ahi a, himahleh aman a Khros bungbutun din a ngen a Toupa Jesu sihdan a Khros kitun dan kibang a si dia taak kisalou ahi chi in gen uhi. A sihtanpha in huai tun ding nawnna zuausan nawnlou hial hi.

Peter bang in ei leng khatvei vei i thumna te dawn a omlou, i buaina ten hon paisan lou, i thilchin zongsat sa ten hon luh mahmah, huaite apan hotkhiakna omlou chi in ina tawmlut nawn kha zel hiam? I hinkhua masa i paisan sa ah i kiik nawn khak zel hiam? Ei adia i khualzinna haksa i sak hun ah i thumna in bangpua kanlou i sak hun a om hiam? Lungkia in bah in i tawl gawp in, i zuihpa ina tawpsan kha hia? Toupa’n tuni Peter a dotna mah hon dong lai a, hiaite sang in non it zaw hia? hon chi lai hiveh aw maw. I it a, i lungsim tengteng a i it nak leh zaw i buaina te hong veng ngei ding, a ziak bel Toupa’n na zohlouh di uh khemna na thuak kei ding uh chi ahiman in, Toupa i it thak uh aw, ikituah masak lai a i itna masa pia in, tua hotdamna kipahna ah i kiknawn uh aw, i buai i haksakna te hon puakpih dia, tua a i pan ngamlouhna te ah panzohna hon pe ding ahi. Toupa’n a thei! 

Hon Awlmoh Hiam - Biakna Late-235

Lungkham mangbanga ka om laiin,
Jesu’n kei hon awlmawh hiam?
Puakgik-a ka lung a jin laitakin,
Ka lampi sau a tawlhuaiin?

Sakkik
Hon awlmawh, honkhawtuah ka thei,
Ka dahna honthuakpih hi;
Jan khawmial leh lam haksa ah,
Ka Hondampa’n kei honkhawtuah hi.

Ka lampi mial a ka lau laiin,
Jesu’n kei hon awlmawh hiam?
Sun khawvak bei a jan mial hongtunin,
Ka kiang nai di’n honngaihsak hiam?

Khemna ka dou a ka zawh louhin,
Jesu’n kei hon awlmawh hiam?
Ka daha jankhua a ka kah laiin,
Ka lungkham a bei theihlouh in?

Lei a itpente ka khen laiin,
Jesu’n kei hon awlmawh hiam?
Ka dahna, lungkhamna a nat luat in,
Honmu in khawk honsakpih diam?

Hon Awlmoh Hiam Video

Toupa’ Ompihna Khut

Nikhat zizi ofis kai hong tun in tuni uSian (ka U’ zi) toh ka kihou ua, Goa lam zin dia hon zawn eive, kum 3 bang om di uh hita, paikhe thei gige hita un chin, phak hun laitak hikha diing ahi chih hon gen a. Kare! Hiipi ziak a zin leh vak theilou a i om sung a amau bang kum 3 dek phial ana omta ahi uh mo, i thum uh aw le Toupa’n lem hon sakpih hiam ah ka kichi ua.

Huchi’n Pathian kiang ah zin ding bang dong kawm zel, thum kawm zel in ka om ua, Toupa’n pha hon sakpih ahi dia, ticket man di khong a hunhun a hong om in, sum-le-pai haksat toh Train a khualzin naupangte theihsakna le hi di’n train ticket kuan leh pai la ni kichi in train ticket chu ka la mai uh hi. Dakkal 25 kiimlak train a tuan ding ahihman in ticket lak apan lungsim khat chu patau simpah, naute train ah ning kitel mawk le uh, milak ah kibawl kha le uh chih khong in lungsim luahpan nawn pah zel.

Zin dia ticket ka lak dek un ka U ka houpih a va zin sawm ka hihdan uh ka gen a, kou va zin theih hun ding June 2nd Week lak khohun di khong ka dong a, aman kumdang a bat leh June a chu vuahzuk kipan ta di, Goa adia off season hi ding ahih dan, vuah a zuk chiang a zu petmah, hohna neih khong lemlou thei ahih dan leh naupangte lunggulh water park i chihte bang le a khak hun uh ahih dan khong hon gen a, huaite genkhawm kawm in, bangmah dang hih theih kei lehle kivehtuah, naute mahmah leh kimu mun hetlou ahihna uah amau adia kingaihnatna chituhna hi di’n manpha in chia, kong kisa ding uh ka chi hi.

Huai apan nitak innkuan kikhop chiang a ka thumna point ua ka gen mun pen uh chu Goa ni 10 khong va om ding, huai hun sung Toupa’n khohun nuam, khopha hon piak na ding leh train tung ah naupangte gen hak a a omlouhna di uh chihte ahi pah a, thum kawm zel in a vangkim in ka nau neupen uh kiang ah train ah sun leh zan a tuang di hih dan, nitak le ihmut ngai di, pai ut ta chihte genlouh di chihte a tamlua omlou in ka gengen mai uhi.

Ani ding hong tung petmah ta a, June 4, 2022 zing dak 6:10 a Nizamuddin station apan kipankhe ding chih ahih man in ahun tak a tung in, bangtan hiam ka tawldam nung un ka train di uh hong kidoh a, lut nainai in train tuang chu ka hi peuhmah ta uhi. Naute le thumna te Pathian in hon dawng a feltak in om thei uh a, a unau un a et ut uh bang a tam a, a khodak chim chiang un laigelhna di khong ka puak uh hiven, huaite lakhia in milem gelh chih khong in amau unau a kilim suah mahmah uhi. Ahi a, nitaklam bang hong hih chiang in muh ngeiteng mu, a didang omlou ahih mawk chiang a, a neupen ning kitel sim ta, kei nitak train ah ihmu lou di khong chi mawkmawk ta, lungsim khat chu bang a kichi de aw chih a om sim pah. Ahi a, nitak khua hong mial, Goa i tungta uh hia chih dotna tamvei dawn a ngai mahmah sim ta a, huchia awl a anu toh hong kizol ua leh lum di ut vanglak, kuamah buaisak louh di chi in amau nuta a tung ah kaltou in va lum ua, hoihtak in ihmu vangvang pah thei vanglak uhi. Bangtan hiam ka hungaih a, ihmu hoihna uh ahi chih ka theih in kei leng ka ihmu a, zingkhua vak toh kiton in Goa lut ka hi mai ua, innkuante phawng in, ka van khong uh lem fel in, kum din mansa in ka om diam uhi. 

Ka U te innkuan in hon na dawn ua, khut kilen in a inn uh ka manoh ua, Goa tung chu ka himai uhi. Amau hon gintak dan a gim sim di, naupang khong toh khualzin a kihih zawkmah toh honna chisim uh ahi dia, hilele kei chihlouh ka innkuante ka tun nung uh a lum a ihmu le omlou adua aw ka chi a, ka thoh in beach hoh di ana gen sauhsauh ua, huchi in kisa in Goa hoh i hih ngal leh hohna di masa mah eive chi in Beach hoh din ka kizuikhe pah nainai ua, ka U te innkuan amau nupa toh nau 3 mi 5 ahi ua, kou innkuan kou nupa toh naute nih mi 4, ka vek ua gawm 9 khong a gari ua kihen ta mai dan ka hi uh. Nuam mahmah zaizai!

Toupa’n thumna hon nak dawn dan Goa ni 10 ka om sung un chiang mahmah in muh theih in om mawk hi. Ka tung ua pan niteng a pawt khia, lunch zoh chiang a pawt, inn tung nawn chiang a google khong ah a zingchia hohna di zong sauhsauh, lunglutna kikum, huchia pawt zel. ni 3 khong a kizom a pawt chiang a naupangte le tawl ta, tuni inn ah i tawldam di uh ka chih ni chiang ua vuah zu geihgeih mawk dan ahi. Zinglam a vuahzu ngelhngelh, nitaklam lunch zoh in hiai lak iva pha uh aw ka kichih ni chiang ka chih hun uh tunma a khua pha, huchia pawt thei zel a ki om. Isreal te gamdai a khualzin lai ua, sun a meipi, zan a meikuang chih bang lungsim ah a lang mahmah a, Kumpi David in Toupa kei kua ka hi hia, ka innkuante le bang ahia hichitel a na ngaihsak a chih hi, kou innkuan adi’n hi mahmah na maizen e, aw Toupa hichitel a non ngaihsak chi in ka kipahna a dai thei kei hial hi tuni tan in.

Amau a gam miten thil ana chiamteh dan himhim ua le vuahzuk hun hita, tui a kimawlna boating, surfing chi uh hia bangbang te ana kikhak vek ta June khabul apan, amau  vuahzu dia kiging petmah uh, huchi ahih lai a kou ni 10 khong va om, pawt ka sawm chiang ua khua pha geihgeih, tawldam chiang a vuahzu, khohun nuamtak ngen ah va ki omkha, hiai Toupa’ Ompihna Khut ahih kei leh bang hita di ka chi mai hi. Toupa’n zaw i lungtang deihlamte thei leh hon phalsak hina maizen e aw, Amite adi’n thilhoih a it ngeilou chih, a tak a chiamte ka hih man un hampha ka kisa. 

Goa ah pandemic ma in nasem eilam mi tamkuam tak om ahi a chi ua, pandemic ziak a nek le tak zonna buai ziak in tamtak innlam ana kiikta ua, ka om sung ua nipini khat om hiven Goa Eimi Fellowship kha khat in khatvei kikhopna Pathian ni nihna pen ah ana kimukhawm zel uh ahi ua, huai ah bang kikhawm kha thei in kava om ua, innkuan tamlou chik ahi na ua, kinai chik, kichimat tak in aki fellowship ua, nuam kava sa mahmah uh. Tua ka va kikhopni uh Naupangte Ni ana hi sawnsawn a, a makaite un deihsakna ban hon zak ua, naupangte adia thumsakna hun hon pe mawk ua amun ah, kinial dan lah omlou, kisit mahmah leh hamphatna khat a ngai in, naupangte adin Pathian vualzawlna ka ngetsak a, kei a thumpa hilou in, ka ngetna Pa muanhuai lua ahihman in, tua thumna te dawnna naupangte tung ah Toupa’n pha asak bang in a tangtungsak ding chih ka muang hi. Naute bang in le lawmthak khong a nei man ua, a liante leh a neute, kou khom chiat a kipahna nei chiat, kipahna di muchiat in ka kithei ua, huai mahmah le manpha kasa. A liante kia in nuamsa in, aneute a na chim leh uh kipahna bukimlou hial ding hiven maw.

Tuipi lian petmah, i muhtawp ah le tuipi hilai, ni bang le tuipi ah tumkhesuk mai chih khong iva muh chiang in, Pathian thilsiam thupi dan lungsim ah ngaihtuahna tampi lut a, mahni kia a tuipi khong en nget-ngut a nehnou simtak bang a omtheih ana himawk hi. Hiai tuipi ziaizuai teng koi ah bangchi kikhol khop a, tui hiaizah a omlai a, a omlouhna di tan hong om chia mihingte khosak bang buaisak lou dia gamgi khung dindian Pathian thilbawl thupi hina e chih chih in om hi.

Huai lou Goa state sung i lut a hon inteksak mahmah ahih leh biakinn ahi. Lampi ah ka pailai un koilak tungta chih theihna din ka GPS ka en zeuhzeuh a, ka taina uh mun tampi ah temple chih hi ka mu suksuk a, zing khovak Goa lut, ka dak khia in lam nawl ah biakinn kimu siuhseuh a, huai in maingalna, ki inteksakna khat hon pe mahmah pah mawk hi. A khosung ah i pawt a, gari khong ah Immanuel, Praise the Lord chihte i mu siuhseuh a, lungsim nopdan khat omlua hi. Vaigam ah kum bangtan hiam om a ana kihi sam ta a, i omna khopi mahmah ah le Goa a ki innteksakna lungsim i put bang kipu theilou hial hi, vaite peuhpeuh hon simmoh dua koihna leh mullitna khat kinei den mawk a, himahleh Goa ah bel huai lungput kinei hetlou. Huai lamdang kasa! Ei ut thu hilou, lungtang tawng apan khamuanna khat om mawk. Biakinn omte bel ei a (Protestant) lamte a om kei, huchi hinapi in, Khristian ahi uh chihna lungnopna ahi mai ding e.

Ka U toh meh lei ding khong, van tuamtuam lei ding khong in ka taikhe mun mahmah ua, gari parkna mun ah a gari neu seat tung khong ah a helmet a koihmai chiang in manglou di mo chi in kana patau khanak hi. Ka van lei te khong uh dawr hohna a tawilut lou in gari neu ah ka nuse mai ua, ana bit zel mai a, nuam kasa. Lamdang le kasa. Khristian gam om dingdan mah hina e ka chi hi. Delhi khong ah gari neu neiten a helmet koihna di uh buaipih thou ua ka theihna chiang a om a, ken bel ka nei kei na a, a tawilunglung hun uh ka mu mun mahmah. Khenkhat in metro sung khong ah tawi uh, huai om dan bel a gari nutsiatna mun ua nutsiat lemlou himathei, aman khak di lau uh le himai thei. Lamka ei Khristian gam ah le i van lei khong genlouh gari ana kigu chih kimu mun sim, dawr hoh kal a ana kitawl khiaksak chih dan khong, Khristian omna tuak dia chu kilamdangpi om chihna suak maw le.

Hampha ka kisak nawn na mahmah tuh, ka U in ka va om sung ding uh ka gensa uh ahih chiang a suty ana la vek mai, ka om sungteng uh amau vai gen khak a omlou, kou hoh utna, hiai lak na ut di uh chi ua, anupa bang ua zingchiang hiai lak pha le chia kou muh di hon deihsakna uh kikum tiptip mai uh chih khong hampha ka kisak tungtuang na ahi a. Kei le ka omna ah chu innsungpa khat nek le dawn bawl theisam ka hi a, himahleh amau kiang ah huaite kava ngaihsak ngei hetkei. Khatvei bawngsa ka va lei ua leh a dawr ah beef chih bang ana kigelh, nuam salua, aam lua in, ka bawngsahou di i bawl di ka chipah a, a ziak bel en Delhi ah bangkolsa kha kibawngsa nek mai ahih chiang a. Bawngsa hou di kava lei ua, anupa un hon bawlsak ua, khatvei bang sawt koih uh sa sim in, ka bawngsa hou di bang na lawh sawm uh a, na koihkoih mawk ua ka chi kha zozen a, ka kikhonung suanlah sim hi. Anupa tung ua’h ka kipak petmah ua, Toupa’n innten-louten, khosakna, chidam-ludamna leh kong bangkim ah a vualzawlna tampi amau din sungbo leh chih ka deihsak uh leh ka thumsakna uh ahi gige hi.

Huchi’n ni 10 khong hun kava zat khawm nung un June 15 in Goa ka nusia ua, 16 June in Delhi damtak in ka tung nawn uhi. Ka paikhiakma zan un ka nautum uh Goa hong tung chet a, amah bel ka U’ tate nih skul kaita, amau panpih dia hong pai ahi a, zanhal deuh in ka houpih a, beach nava hohkha ta hia ka chih leh na painung uh vuahzu charchar, beach hohtheihna di khohun om nailou a chi maizen a! Amah zaw om sawt di ahi a, a hohna di hun a mu mahmah dia, himahleh, ka gentaksa bang in, Toupa’ khut kou a din hoihna e, Toupa hoihna chiam him dih ua chihte ka lungsim ah a thaksuak zel a, Toupa hoihna e maw kou ading in chi in ka kineisak mahmah hi.

Colva Beach, Goa